Goals

I have been thinking alot about goals! How most of the time I can do them with no problems. Then comes the important ones that I can never finish or give up on! So the over the past month I have been thinking hard on these few and asking myself why are they hard for me? So I the three goals that I give up on are..

1-Daily Prayer
2-Scripture Study
3-Exercise

Prayer is hard for me because it seems that when I pray bad things always happen!

Reading scriptures I have really never done, except when giving a lesson. I never had the opportunity to learn in a broken home. Yeah I was raised in the church, but my parents only cared about themselves and never taught my brothers and I.

Exercise is even a hard one because I am a medical mystery to most doctors. I have a back problem and my right elbow is stuck at an angle. The doctors do not know what is causing any of this and they do not want to do surgery because they do not know what caused the problems to begin with. So they have told me that I can not really to anything.

So I decides to start small and work my why up! With prayer I try at least once a day. Scripture study I read for 5 min a day. Exercise I am doing great, thanks to my wonderful in-laws. They got me a gym membership and I have talk to a trainer. So I go any were from 1h to 2h a day!

I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!